It’s not the heat…

If we are not careful and paying attention, we can let the professional weatherpeople lead us down the path of meteorological despair. “It’s 90, but it feels like 106!” they warned today as summer made the apparently unwelcome visit to Minnesota even though we’ve been longing for it for weeks.

When I let the Blog Dog back in from her morning inspection of the south 40 this morning, she was panting like a two-stroke engine, a reminder to me to keep the windows shut and the air conditioner on. You don’t want to go out in this weather because, you know, it’s not the heat, it’s the humidity that will get you if you’re not careful.

That’s a phrase that still occupies a disk sector in the hard drive in my head, “it’s not the heat, it’s the humidity.”

It’s around 1960, the memory bank reveals, and I’m at my mother’s feet while she utters those words to someone. We’re in the driveway of our home.

“What’s humidity?” I asked.

“You can’t really feel it when you’re a kid,” she said. “But when you get older, you’ll know.”

I’m older now, of course. I recognize humidity and loathe its existence and the passing of time that made its recognition possible.

The senses are a time machine. A song on the radio takes you anywhere in the past you want to go. A smell — for me, it’s Candyland in downtown St. Paul — transports you to a boardwalk, a summer night, and a lost love.

I could avoid the outdoors no longer this morning. I had to dump the coffee grounds in the compost bin. I had no choice but to accept fate, open the back door and step into … 1964.

IMG_3413.jpgThis temperature. This humidity. I remember this exact combination in a place and moment that no longer exists. It’s a trailer on the oceanfront of Plum Island in Newburyport, Massachusetts, which seemed like luxury then but which I realize now was a desperately cramped spot for five kids and two parents.

I am 10 years old and it’s the beginning of another perfect day, me with my freedom to spend it roaming the beach looking for lost lures, watching the charter boats head for George’s Bank, seeing what’s up at the Coast Guard station, standing at the end of the jetty as the tide comes in pretending I’m the captain of a trawler in the storm, smelling the rope at the tackle store, or riding the bike to the variety store for the latest Archie comic book. My parents are half the age I am now. It is summer, I don’t know what a dewpoint is, and these are the best days of my life.

Be careful if you go out today. You might become 10 years old again.

  • matt

    Beautiful writing Bob, thanks for sharing that! Have a happy 4th!

  • http://portofdangerbay.com/ Jack Boardman

    A kid of the 50s, all I’d need would be a pair of old west cap-guns w/holsters an my cowboy hat from our trip to Deadwood and I’d not set foot inside, save for lunch & supper until just before bedtime.

  • CHS

    Thank you for sharing that Bob, I could almost smell the sisal and hemp rope in the tackle shop, and I may no longer be productive the rest of the day…. Have a great weekend Bob!

  • bench

    And here I thought this was going to be about the NBA!

  • Jamie

    Really nice entry, Bob. Thanks.

  • Linda Higgins

    You’re a masterful storyteller, Bob. Now, go get Blog Dog some fresh, cold water.

  • Cara

    Beautiful writing Bob. Thanks for bringing back childhood summers. For me, they were on the shores of Lake Superior, which was NEVER 90+ degrees. But the smell of mossy, iron soaked wet forest floors snaps me right back to 1965.

  • http://www.stackofcookbooks.com Junita

    Bob, you’re wonderful. Thank you for conjuring up such a vivid summer memory.